thing the first: I can't be arsed to caps anything that isn't 'I' at the moment. I don't know why, except the non capsed 'I' makes my soul cry.

thing the second: so I gave up and have maybe been watching house repeats. will someone just tell me who the fuck I'm supposed to be shipping on that show? because I can't figure it out.

thing the third: I'm supposed to be writing Duncan/Logan and/or Danny/Rusty two times over. this isn't happening and it makes me wish for a quick and painless death. logan is a whore and rusty refuses to speak to me. I think the absence of truth hurt him as much as it did me.

thing the fourth: have friended svu comms, to complete my fandom hoppingness.

thing the fifth: everyone should own this song. everyone.

thing the sixth: there should be fic posted within the next few days? of course only like three of you know the fandom at all, but whatever. that's something, right? that makes having me friended not completely pointless?

thing the seventh: fuck it, y'all, hi, I think I probably don't know like half of you, so why don't you all tell me a little something about yourself, and then I'll... tell you something really random about me. like, I love omelets, but I hate scrambled eggs.

thing the eighth: otherwise, if anyone needs me, I'll probably be huddled in the corner singing I guess I'll go eat worms. because I'm five.

thing the ninth: I have to put in an another application tomorrow morning, which means getting up early. greatest uncle ever has suggested that I call an old teacher of mine because she can't keep workers. I'm afraid of that conversation, but I also really want the job. is this what growing up is?

thing the tenth: god hates odd numbers.

title: You don't know there's a trampoline in the room, you're not gonna dust the ceiling for prints
fandom: Law & Order: SVU
pairing: Benson/Stabler. Saved from gennness by a hair. Or an alley.
rating: Are
summary: Seeing what's right in front of you isn't easy.
words: 5,588
notes: A) The title is a line Cragen says in 'Damaged'. B) a million thanks for carylic for the look over, and for letting me whine and flail about this a lot. She says all mistakes left are hers, I say anyone to take the blame off of me.

( This isn't how it starts )