1. GIP. This is my happily ever after, yo.

2. Have a drabble! ( Keep on Carrying On - 100 words - Dean, gen - Post Swan Song )

3.

October knew, of course, that the action of turning a page, of ending a chapter or of shutting a book, did not end a tale.
Having admitted that, he would also avow that happy endings were never difficult to find: "It is simply a matter," he explained to April, "of finding a sunny place in a garden, where the light is golden and the grass is soft; somewhere to rest, to stop reading, and to be content."
- Neil Gaiman The Sandman: Season of Mists

4. ♥♥♥♥♥

luzdeestrellas wrote me fic because she thinks I'm awesome. She said it was for my birthday, but since that was ages ago, clearly that can't be it. You should all go read it though! It's Sam and Dean being awesome and calling each other names and making out. So SPN as it should be. Boys.

I love those Winchester boys, you guys. I've spent five years watching them bicker, and banter, and get kicked around, and try to save a life or save the world. I've seen them and their best, and their worst, and their most honest. I've watched them lie, get beat up, get heart broken, and do the last thing they want to do because it's what's right. I want to bring them home and feed them cookies and give them hugs and that safe place they've never really had.

They are my very favorite boys.

I mean, I'm also fond of some other dudes. Against my better judgment, I love Pete Wentz and all his emo, apparently. So.

Last night I had a dream that prettykitty_aya and universeunfold and I went to a FOB show that was the size of an Empires show. There was someone else there I didn't know, who was apparently a friend of theirs, who just laid in the floor reading a newspaper. I don't even know. The guys were milling about and Andy kept hugging Shai. Treva told Pete that one of the songs was impossible to not dance to, and Pete laughed and did the stupid, "haha you liiike me" thing. So I made fun of his hair. Then we all proceeded to argue with him, when he said he was going to grow it out the length of Andy's and see if he looked like Dave Grohl. Then, because Shai and I have vowed we are not driving home after a show again, Pete decided he would drive us, and Treva thought it was a fantastic idea.

It was not.


Where do I go to apply for a new brain, since I have clearly lost mine?

Why, yes, I should be doing important things like sleeping, or studying for midterms. But you should all know me better than that by now anyway. This doesn't even let me cross anything off my to-do list.

title: 52 Pickup
fandom: SPN
rating: pg
summary: There was never a time when Dean would say, "don't" and Sam wouldn't, because there was never a time when Dean would say it, until he did.
notes: I actually wrote Sam/Dean. You guys, I've been trying to do this for years, only to have it come up gen every time. Big, big thanks to luzdeestrellas and musesfool for telling me when I'm not wearing clothes, and betaing, and making this better.

( It's not that there's nothing coming for them; it's just that they're harder to find. )

Chat!fic with Sam and Dean and PUPPIES.

Apparently musesfool and I are just bad influences on each other. Or, really, really good influences.

Whatever. This is my new favorite thing ever.

New Supernatural in two hours! Have something that will be jossed afterwards!

title: The Waffle Option Initiative
fandom: SPN
rating: PG
summary: The giant neon sign on top of the building was flickering, just a little, and not doing Sam's pasty face any favors. It said, Lou's Lo-Fi Waffle Wonderland. Underneath that was a billboard that said, Music Minus Misery. Beneath that, it said: Lou's Live Late Nights. Below that it said: Awesome Acoustics, Almighty Alliteration, Wonderful Waffles. And under that, in small font, was: Better than anything else in heaven or hell.
notes: This is all entirely musesfool's fault. She made me do it. She wrote some of the funniest lines, and she betaed. Really, she made me. I'm like an indentured servant to her whims. I cannot get this to code 100% to my satisfaction, so, please, tell me how to fix it.

( The Waffle Option Initiative )

title: Never Slapped Five with God: 44 Lines About 22 Deaths
summary: The brief lives and many deaths of Castiel, Angel of the Lord.
rating: pg
fandom: Supernatural
notes: This is all musesfool's fault, alright, I was sitting around innocently, minding my own business, and then she made me write this. She also gave me the summary, and the structure, and betaed. Also based on the alt tag of this A Softer World comic.

( The brief lives and many deaths of Castiel, Angel of the Lord )

Remix authors aren't secret anymore (yay!) so now I can say that I wrote Separation Anxiety (The Zombie Apocalypse Remix) and Ain't Scared of Lightning (The Beer by Beer Remix).

The remix for my story, of course, was written by musesfool who had the fun task of taking 300 words about boys being locked in a closet and making it into a real story. It's so many kinds of awesome and, like the originals of the remixes I wrote, should be read like yesterday.

This here is the first remix I wrote this year, with my actual assignment. I think my favorite part of remix is getting to roll around in someone else's fic for a couple of week, and usually the hardest part for me is picking one. This one, I don't know why, was just it so early on. It's nothing like I had actually planned on making it, but things I write rarely are. Anyway, story:


Title: Separation Anxiety (The Zombie Apocalypse Remix)
Author: angelgazing
Summary: It's just typical. Anytime he and Sam are separated, one of them dies, or sells their soul, or is nearly sacrificed, or starts the apocalypse.
Fandom: Supernatural; Bandom
Characters: Dean and Sam Winchester, Brendon Urie
Rating: PG-13
Original Story: Forty Thousand Men and Women Every Day by ignipes
Notes: Thanks to my awesomesauce betas luzdeestrellas and musesfool, they deserve rewards for al the flailing they have to put up with from me, really. Also, credit for the title goes to musesfool

( Separation Anxiety (The Zombie Apocalypse Remix) )

I've got a math test tonight that I've been studying very hard for. No, no, really. Well, you know, kind of. I've been studying and doing homework with SPN DVDs playing, lately. It's only semi-effective.

I've started in on season 3 again, and somewhere around 4:30 this morning I threw my books aside to sit and watch Mystery Spot again. ( tl;dr about Mystery Spot and season four and Sam. But mostly Mystery Spot being the Sam/Dean fic of my heart )

Now I want like 2329372 more post Mystery Spot fics. Maybe I can just reread the ones already out there. You know, and study for this math test I've got in a couple of hours.

My weekend was crazy busy, and it doesn't look like I'll be getting a break anytime soon. I'm stalled on the Frank/Gerard not!big bang, and the Spencer/Brendon thing I've been working on. I just realized that if I go to the Blink/FOB/Patd show in Omaha, that I'll miss my 2nd day of classes in the fall, so now I'm pretty sure I'm going to Chicago instead. Hopefully. Fingers crossed. When the hell do tickets go on sale again?

Anyway, in spite of all of this lameassery, I have, IDK, SPN, something.

title: Kinda Like the End of the World
fandom: Supernatural
summary: Five ways the world didn't end.
disclaimer: Not mine, not mine, not mine. If they were, they would totally hug more
notes: Five drabbles, completely random and not connected. Lots and tons of thanks to luzdeestrellas for doing the beta gig, yet again, even when she wants to stab me in the eye.

( Kinda Like the End of the World )

Remember when I said that if, at the end of the season, Sam and Dean were broken that I would have to fix them? Apparently it also works the other way, and I kinda hate myself for it. Laura is going to completely kill/refuse to speak to me every again.

In an effort to, you know, not do that, I was going through and organizing my email for as far back as, like, late 2005? I don't know, something crazy like that. I'm pretty sure it was season one of SPN, at any rate, before there was all the heartbreak, and drama, and Winchester deaths, and hell.

I found this ficlet thing I wrote and never posted. I'd sent it to luzdeestrellas way before she was even willing to considering watching SPN. It's not deep, or meaningful, or anything, it just makes me go, "Aw, boys, you used to be so much different ::sniffles::"

Anyway, not with current canon, untitled, just under 1700 words, unbetaed, thing I wrote so long ago I had completely forgotten about it:

( Boys being boys )

First of all if this is for real [oh, god, oh, god, pleasepleaseplease] I may have to sell everything I own and follow a tour around for a few months. I want to get this out of the way so it doesn't really take away from what I am about to say next.

Which is: I totally kicked the ACT's ass.

Well, ok, no, that's pretty much a big giant exaggeration, and the math, you know, got in a couple of kidney punches. But whatever. The point is: I scored higher than my brother who keeps trying to tell me how much smarter he is.

I gotta take my victories where I can.

Still sad I'm missing Jack's Mann. tonight though.

In unrelated news, I think luzdeestrellas also sings this a lot when dealing with me.

If this season of SPN ends and my boys are not together, I'm totally going to have to write the stupid story about how they push their baggage aside and get back to where they were before, back to season one, back to saving people! hunting things! Back to being awesome, bickering, bantering boys who love each other more than anything else in the world and aren't kind of batshit insane about it. I'm not even sure it would be Sam/Dean, but they'd totally drive off into the sunset on a case that isn't the end of the world, arguing over who gets control of the radio and whether or not Dean's growth was stunted by bacon cheeseburgers.

I mention this cause, ugh, BOYS. They are making me go crazy. I keep thinking it's Thursday! But it continues to not be!

One day, I think, I'll actually have something deep and intelligent to say about Supernatural. This is not that day. My thoughts on the show are as follows: BOYS! SAM! DEAN! OH, BOYS!

I made chicken chili for dinner, it turned out pretty freaking awesome, considering I... kinda just threw stuff in the pot. \o/ for luck!

Also, my hair is RED again, and not just red. I'm pretty much the only person I know that dyes their hair darker, so it fades and I look blaaah, but not like, with three inches of dark roots. But, God, I always love it once I get it done. I don't know why I always put it off.

Also! I'm trying to decide if I want to buy a Wii or not. I mean, well, yes, I do, but World Tour and Rock Band are pissing me off, actually, with their apparent incompatibility. Losers.

Or maybe I am. Whatever.

title: Everybody's Living
rating: G
summary: It's like something right out of a Meg Ryan movie.
fandom: SPN
notes: Written for the hugging challenge thing over at spnflashfic because, you know, I'm all for these boys hugging. It's mostly luzdeestrellas fault, really, but she kinda made up for it with the beta.

( Everybody's Living )

title: A Victory Song in Progress
rating: omgtame
fandom: SPN
notes Written for a snuggle fic meme luzdeestrellas hosted, oh, ages ago. I also made her beta. Re-posted for accessibility, and because Vic didn't believe I wrote it.

( A Victory Song in Progress )

Hey, look, ficlets! Wait, they probably can't even be called that. Drabbles! Something, whatever, let's pretend it was something awesome and productive.


( We Move Along - SPN - 274 words )


( Disney Never Would've Done It Like This - AD - George Michal/Maeby - 281 words )

YAY! remixredux08 author's have been revealed! Thanks bunches and bunches to leiascully for the lovely story that I got. ::grins:: Now, for archiving.


title: You're Gonna Be the One Who Saves Me (the Oasis Remix)
author: angelgazing
summary: No point in chasing down people who don't want to be saved.
rating: PG
fandom: Supernatural
original story: No One You Can Save Who Can't Be Saved by black_regalia
notes: Big, big, big thanks to luzdeestrellas, sleepismyfriend and musesfool for everything.

( You're Gonna Be the One Who Saves Me (the Oasis Remix) )

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title: Ride Out of that Sunset
fandom: Supernatural
summary: Dean can't understand and Sam can't let him.
word count: 725
notes: Giant amounts of thanks and hearts and stuff to musesfool and luzdeestrellas for prompts and prodding and mad beta skills and hand holding and titling. You two rock my socks all across the room.

( Ride Out of that Sunset )

1) My to-do list just keeps growing.
2) I think luzdeestrellas needs to be writing Jenson/Jared = Dan/Casey. And I don't do rpf, man.
3) Mmm pineapple smoothies and vodka...
4) ( It Isn't Love that Keeps Us Breathing - spn - drabble-icious )

Why, yes, I did call in sick to work today.

I have ennui.

( Weak - Supernatural )

A poll! To keep me from ever having to make a choice on my own! ::grins::


There's this thing on Supernatural where, they gave out Dean's cell phone number. I, being the fangirl I am, want to call. On the other hand, being the anti-social 'fraidy cat with a fear of the telephone, I am so scared to. As an added bonus, I fear this would make me the geekiest geek that ever did geek. And I went at midnight to get a Harry Potter book.

So I poll you:
( poll )

And, as a bonus, a drabble, with I'm calling I in my alphaficlets series, because that's just the kind of girl that I am! (A cheater. I trust you'll never tell.)

( Ineluctable - Supernatural - PG - 100 words )



And please, allow me this chance to make a note about my writing. I do not fill in all the blanks. It's in my head, but I like reading better when the choice is up to me, so I leave the choice up to you. What happened before, what happens next, those are the kinds of things that, in drabbles anyway, are best left for you to decide. At least, that's the way I see it. ::shrugs::