Today was my last day at work.

I knew it was coming, and I was counting down the days, and I couldn't wait.

Now, I'm kind of glad it's over/lost/scared/sad/nervous.

It sucks a lot more than I expected it to.



I still need an icon with my subject line though. ::sulks::


I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO NOW, OMG.

Some days, you know, are just kind of made of fail.

So far every day in August falls into that. In like, a completely epic way. It leaves me mostly trying to do something other than stand around and stomp my feet and demand hugs and, like, shiny prizes. Possibly noise makers.

I've pretty much let go of the idea of stalking PatD this fall, or, actually, seeing them at all. Woe and alas, but arena tours at not for me. They are not! I'm still flailing and sulking and acting five about it though.

Being a grown up sucks! Why do I have to pay bills?! Oh, life, how you fail me.

That situation is, I suppose, made slightly better by the fact that I've got The Cab coming to Tulsa Sept. 12th and Cobra Starship Nov. 6th! Cab babies! COBRA FUCKING STARSHIP! I cannot wait. Must find someone to con into going with me to these events. ::wiggles fingers at random friends::

I still wish I was a penguin though. That totally makes sense if you're me, too.

Have some random music! Write me fic for it!

• Hellogoodbye - All of Your Love : This song has been stuck in my head for days and days. Can't be close enough until I'm feeling your heart beat
• Phantom Planet - Always on My Mind : A creepy stalker song that's totally cute! Whatever. I love these guys so much live. I'm trying to talk myself out of driving to Dallas to see them for the 4th time this year.
• Every Avenue - Think of You Later (Empty Room) : Yeah, just found this, and it's like, love at first listen.
• Coheed & Cambria - Wake Up (Acoustic) : Ok, so maybe this list isn't so random. Whatever. I wish I was a penguin.