angelgazing: (muse me jon)
angelgazing ([personal profile] angelgazing) wrote2005-08-23 05:30 pm

big fat juicy ones, something something something something worms

Aaarg. Am sick and unloved. Because unloved always goes along with sick, dammit. I can't breathe and I got no love. It's the way of the world.

My head hurts and my nose is stuffy and running at the same time which shouldn't be possible but apparently is and teh drugs (I am a weakling. I take half a dose and still get knocked on my ass by the damn things) are making me wonkily contemplate what House would say to me where he actually my doctor. Because on one hand: "the running noses are just going to walking by themselves" and on the other: He's House. Which would be fun. We could snark at each other and I could tease him for his crush on Wilson. And HI did I mention the drugs?

Also I just watched The Dead Poets Society for the first time and OMG WILSON and DANNY. ::hearts:: Plus it's slashy as all hell. I don't like Ethan Hawke but when he was on the bed and Wilson Niel was on his knees in front of it talking to him and then at the end when he was wailing because Neil! I may've been attempting to work out the fic and who to slash. I should find the yuletide archive again, I know they've got one or two things.

But the fact remains, OMG WILSON. He was so cute! And skinny and cute and I crush on him. Oh yeah, I'm so a Wilson girl. I mean, I wouldn't kick Chase outta bed for... well, I wouldn't kick Chase out of bed. But I'm cool with labeling myself a Wilson girl.

I'll. Um. Shut up now.

Except to say: Drugs. Sick. Unloved. Wah. :p

[identity profile] silentauror.livejournal.com 2005-08-23 10:38 pm (UTC)(link)
OMG, we're totally on the same wavelength! My best friends & I are planning a DPS party & dinner for next week sometime, because I've been craving Neil like whoa. Mmmmm... And Ethan Hawke & the angst, and - !!!

I don't have any drugs, but here's some love: ♥

:) Hope you feel better soon. :)

[identity profile] angelgazing.livejournal.com 2005-08-23 11:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Neil! I so watched the movie just for him, well, him and Knox, because I have Josh Charles loves but really for him. He's on House now, you know? He's cute and slashy and a doctor.

Thank you for the love. ::grinss::

[identity profile] lost2mercy.livejournal.com 2005-08-23 10:42 pm (UTC)(link)
*hands hanky*

Oh God, yes, I re-watched Dead Poets Society a while ago and the slash jumped at me like whoa. Todd is so in love with Neil. There's no denying it. And that scene in the snow gets to me. Every. Single. Time.

[identity profile] angelgazing.livejournal.com 2005-08-23 11:10 pm (UTC)(link)
::blows nose loudly::

Thank you.

And the slash is like THERE. I mean, hell, it's a unch of sixteen year old boys in a boarding school, where did I think my mind was gonna go? ;) But oh yeah, Todd is love with Neil (and who could blame him?) and the thing I think I love most about the scene in the snow is how it's exactly like I would've written it where I doing such a scene in a slash fic. "His father did it!" Dude, you so know that Niel kissed him and promised to see him soon before he left.

[identity profile] madame-d.livejournal.com 2005-08-24 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
Sick in summer? Well, that sucks donkey balls. *shares tea and aloe-softened tissues*

}:)

[identity profile] angelgazing.livejournal.com 2005-08-24 04:46 am (UTC)(link)
::sniffles::

I've been sneezing for twenty-four hours straight. I am sick. I am on the verge of death. I am waiting for death. Hoping for death. Considering finding religion so I can prey for death.

I dislike sneezing.

[identity profile] sleepismyfriend.livejournal.com 2005-08-25 02:29 am (UTC)(link)
::giggles profusely::

I HAVE THE MIGHTY INTERNET!

[identity profile] angelgazing.livejournal.com 2005-08-25 03:54 am (UTC)(link)
THEN GET YOUR ASS ONLINE. ::glares::

[identity profile] sleepismyfriend.livejournal.com 2005-08-25 02:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't use that tone of voice with me old lady!

[identity profile] angelgazing.livejournal.com 2005-08-26 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
::takes that tone of voice with you::