angelgazing | e is for ennui, out for us all

Oh, oh I am bored and my writing is broken and I am a broken record and bah and humbug.

I am in the process of talking myself out of writing Benson/Stabler. Because it's het and hard and I have shit I'm supposed to be doing and it's not that and it won't work anyway cause the only thing I've really got for it is a title. And it's het. I mean, I'm not saying there isn't a large amount of pretty there, but still, the fact remains. ::hmphs::

Nothing. Will. Work. I have to gt up early and go to the dentist and I really, really don't want to. I need to write. I feel all wrong when I can't write. Does that make me weird?

Do you all wish I would just go back to not being here?

I've told myself that I don't get to update my LJ to paid again until I finish all my writing stuffs. Then I laughed at myself. I'm not sure if that's a good thing or not. :p

And since I'm not doing ficathons not run by

musesfool anymore, and because I'm already doing a different kind of thing like this, (that I've been working on for, oh, seven months now) you all should go and sign up at

alphabetasoup. Cause I said so.

::sulks:: ::is bored::