baby satasify me

[angelgazing]

So guess what I didn't do this weekend! Did you guess cleaning? Studying? Writing? You win! I lose.

::eyes Word::

All my skill has gone away like. I am filled with woe or whatever. Ok, mostly I'm stressing about this needing a second job thing. And the my family is slightly insane thing. They've been eerily supportive thus far of the whole getting my shit together and moving out thing. It makes me itchy like well maybe the shoe is just waiting to fall. ::eyes them warily:: Surprisingly enough the two people I thought would throw the biggest fits have... not. At all. Granted, one of them is just shoulder deep in denial, but there's nothing to be done for that.

I've written about 2,000 words this month and deleted them all. It's just bad. I can't focus and this is disturbing. Is it tacky to give out IOUs for gifties? lol I've got to do laundry tomorrow, and maybe some cleaning, and packing cause Brit is coming down again for a while. We're going to do the whole job hunting thing, and the whole camp our Harry Potter fangirl thing, and most likely the Oh, Oh Carmine I Wish To Have Your Babies thing, because we're shallow like that. Also? Measurements. And plotting. Hopefully some writing, but I'm not holding my breath because so far I don't think we made time for sleeping in the schedule.

Hit me with some inspiration, people. Prompts. Pretties. Whatever. Please?


Oh, lookie. My icon and my mood are both smoking. It's a filthy habit. Oh, how I like the pretty of filthy things.

Comments

[silentauror.livejournal.com]

The ficlets, actually, I find really easy. :) It's like no-strings sex, only in terms of plot - you can basically write anything with immunity. :)

Prompt for you: "There's no way I'm wearing that. It was your father'."

:D

H/D would be preferable, of course. :) Have fun!

[angelgazing.livejournal.com]

::blinks a lot::

oh, Jesus. lmao

See, ficlets are harder for me, because I have no ability to porn or to plot or to... You know, when I think about it I'm fairly certain there's no part of writing I'm actually good at. lol I bow to people who can do ficlets and do them really fucking perfectly.

[silentauror.livejournal.com]

Oops, I meant "it was your father's" - note the s! :)

What?! You so can write porn, honey! I've seen it! :) And practise makes perfect, as they say... Sometimes a prompt helps me, sometimes not. I like to go unexpected places with people's prompts, too. :) Good luck!

[angelgazing.livejournal.com]

lol I got that, it just put some funny images into my head first. :p

I can't write porn! I'm bad at porn. And it makes me blush to roughly the color of a lobster to write and it's cringeworthy and ::cringes:: badbadbadness.

Unexpected places are good. lol And thank you for the luck. I need it. :)

[silentauror.livejournal.com]

Hee, here's my self-prescribed get-over-the-blushing exercise: get yourself a blank screen or a piece of paper & a pen, and write the word "cock" about fifty times. Then draw one. A big one. Like, complete with details. Then resume writing porn. :D

My "unexpected places" are usually non-porny places - I just introduce the porn somewhere else, that's all. :) It's a good time. Like, my last ficlet "Cookies" - the prompt was "You want me to put that where?", and I made it be about Draco putting the baking powder into the dough. :) Of course, they also had rampant sex on the floor later, so whatever. But that's what I mean about being unexpected. Because the prompt itself was quite porny, and I like to be unpredictable. :D

[angelgazing.livejournal.com]

lmao oh, that's, that's great, actually. lmao See, I like the word cock. I like the word cunt. I'm a geek that way, I guess, in that I like the way words are shaped. I like the sharp, hard edges of those words. I am such a geek. lol

And also, BWAH. "You want me to put that where?" I wouldn't have gone with porn either, knowing me. I'd've... made it an argument or something. I like to think that I've finally figured out that the prompts are what keep me signing up for ficathons, but it's hard to say for sure. ;) It's always fun to go somewhere completely different.

[silentauror.livejournal.com]

Indeed, it is! :) And I don't think you're a geek for liking those words. Well, if you are, then sign me up for geekdom, because I like words based on those sorts of parameters, too.

I'm going to bed now, so forgive me if I'm terribly late in responding after this! Dentist in the morning, boo. :(

[angelgazing.livejournal.com]

Hee Thank you! I figure writers are more likely to not think I'm off my rocker, so score one for our team. lol

Ah. Good luck with the dentist, may he not be a serial killer who gets off on the pain of others. ;)