angelgazing: (panic - walking out)
angelgazing ([personal profile] angelgazing) wrote2008-04-16 12:47 am
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dear voice, please don't go. beggingly, me

So, my everything hurts.

But, you know tonight's show was at least 12 kinds of awesome (Brendon! Ryan! Jon not wearing a pink shirt! Glasses! Spaztatic Brendon! Ryan and Jon drinking out of red plastic cups instead of water bottles! Brendon throwing filled water bottles at the crowd! The way Brendon 1) moved away from the mic and 2) smiled when he said, 'fuck', as in, a hotter touch, a better... watching Brendon's fingers when he played the bass on white rabbits. No, really, listen, that kid's got some skills. Ryan and Brendon leaning toward each other while they played, all up in each others personal space, just to mess with me. During Behind the Sea, when Brendon steps way back to play the guitar and sing along with Ryan.

My god, it's like they want me to be all crazy and shippery.

There were also some less than awesome things, you know, like the obscene amount of money I spent at the merch. booth. And stupid boys who wanted to pretend the be badass like that would change the fact that they were at a Panic at the Disco concert and shove people around.

I am so fucking sore all over.

Stupid boys.

Still, you know, worth it for Panic. Like, times a thousand.

Now bed.

[identity profile] tothepanic.livejournal.com 2008-04-20 08:53 am (UTC)(link)
so jealous!!

[identity profile] angelgazing.livejournal.com 2008-04-20 02:28 pm (UTC)(link)
OMG I am so going again the 1st of June! I have to drive to like, two different states for one show, but dammit, I am going.

[identity profile] tothepanic.livejournal.com 2008-04-20 08:54 am (UTC)(link)
and i read that post you linked me to. i think i can tell who's who now! :D

[identity profile] angelgazing.livejournal.com 2008-04-20 02:30 pm (UTC)(link)
YAY! Now you can, you know, write me some Brendon/Ryan. Because those two are just ohmygodsoinlove. Like, for reals. I will not, cannot believe otherwise. They just... And, and... ah, I should link you to fic, but I have to go do laundry. Woe.

[identity profile] tothepanic.livejournal.com 2008-04-20 08:55 am (UTC)(link)
also, brendon brendon brendon brendon brendon

[identity profile] angelgazing.livejournal.com 2008-04-20 02:30 pm (UTC)(link)
AGREED.

I just... I just want to bite his lip kind of a lot.