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angelgazing) wrote2010-07-11 10:11 pm
angelgazing) wrote2010-07-11 10:11 pm
never liked you anyway
I have cramps so bad, I sort of want to die. No, no, scratch that sort of. I want to die. It has to be less painful.
Instead of, you know, actively seeking to make that dream a reality, I ended up curling into a ball and taking a nap and some Midol. It wasn't much help. Instead, I dreamed about a Chris/Cory fic, because apparently my odd "No! DNW!" toward Glee RPF does not matter to my brain. (Chris Colfer is a baby, you guys, and while I realize logically that it's really no different than, IDK, Cash/Singer or early!Panic... I have no idea. Nothing. It makes no sense to me.) And it wasn't even the sort of thing that I could switch around to work as something else, because it was all about heatwaves, and rain storms, and being an actor from Canada stuck in L.A., and sort of in love, and trying to figure out how to live with who you are when the only thing anyone can say is, "hey, it's raining," like you weren't still dripping from being outside in it.
In conclusion: I hate all parts of my body. >:(
Instead of, you know, actively seeking to make that dream a reality, I ended up curling into a ball and taking a nap and some Midol. It wasn't much help. Instead, I dreamed about a Chris/Cory fic, because apparently my odd "No! DNW!" toward Glee RPF does not matter to my brain. (Chris Colfer is a baby, you guys, and while I realize logically that it's really no different than, IDK, Cash/Singer or early!Panic... I have no idea. Nothing. It makes no sense to me.) And it wasn't even the sort of thing that I could switch around to work as something else, because it was all about heatwaves, and rain storms, and being an actor from Canada stuck in L.A., and sort of in love, and trying to figure out how to live with who you are when the only thing anyone can say is, "hey, it's raining," like you weren't still dripping from being outside in it.
In conclusion: I hate all parts of my body. >:(