indecision is the new black

[angelgazing]

So, last night, I went out with the dude I got drunk and made out with on New Years. We've been talking, or whatever, since that happened. Mostly over IM, because he goes to school in a different state. We like a lot of the same things. Same music, same movies, same TV shows. We share views on, you know, Twilight. And the thing is, he's a really good guy. He understand consent issues and the ishiness of Twilight and IDK. He's a really nice A+ dude.

And I just do not find him attractive at all.

He's a total nerd, in a completely adorable way? I told him last night he is absolutely not allowed to mock me for being so crazy nuts about SPN, since he LARPs in parks with foam swords. And he's really fun to talk to? And he's sort of obviously into me, which is fun for me, I guess.

I have successfully fooled in him into thinking I'm awesome! I'm still not sure how I pulled that off, but I should really learn.

So, I don't know. I really want to like this guy more than I do. It's stupid, because he is great! And I really like talking to him! I just... don't really care to make out with him. /o\

Then! Then! Last night he asked if I had "ever looked for Supernatural fanfiction" and I replied, naturally, "... why? Have you?" Not answering totally doesn't count as lying! But then he was, you know, horrified by the existence of "Wincest" (and that there was enough of it out there for the term to exist) and WOW awkwardly trying not to comment FTL. I could not, however, stop from informing him that, no, it was not just because there was no regular female character.

So, I don't know. I fail at relationships with people.


In less annoying and outside of the cut news, I bought a Butch Walker CD used last night, for a whopping $5.99. Um. HI, BUTCH WALKER IS AMAZING, YOU GUYS. YOU SHOULD ALL GO LISTEN TO HIM RIGHT NOW.

Maybe It's Just Me -
♥ "I can't wait to see you rise and I can't wait for you to shine"

Mixtape -
♥ "You drive away from my car crash of a hearts and I don't know... But you gave me the best mixtape I have"

Race Cars and Goth Rock -
♥ "And it gets so annoying, like a chick magazine with 17 subscription cards shoved in between, they fall past my seat, and they land at my feet, right next to my pride, now can you beat that?"