28 October 2009 @ 04:34 pm
welcome to the new deja vu  
I'm trying to get through school days on more caffeine that sleep. It's not the wisest choices of time management that I make. I'm so tired right now, because I was up too late fighting with a paper I had to write, because I spent the afternoon/evening watching zombie movies and reading Arthur/Merlin fic.

And can I just say how very, very much I want to write Arthur/Merlin fic? Because it is a lot. A whole lot. Epic, previously untold amounts of lot. I just, you know, broke up with writing again. It's been hard. I'm hoping Ben & Jerry's and a zombie marathon can get me through.

Today, while wasting time between classes, I decided to extend my zombie movie collection with Dawn of the Dead and all three Resident Evil movies. (For a grand total of... $25 before tax!) Hilariously enough, I was carded when I went to check out. Apparently people over the age of 17 don't typically have hair the color of mine.

I really, really, really want to move. I'm not even joking.

I would also like it if someone could make my Spencer/Brendon zombie apocalypse fic write itself, since writing and I aren't speaking to each other. Also, please make Pete Wentz stop being so sketchy. Also, please make Pete Wentz not so hot like burning, especially while being so crazy sketchy. I don't even know, you guys. My world view is shaken with his hotness. It's not right. It's just not.

Also! I would really like to watch the It's Almost Hallowee-ee-eee-een video. But then I just get all sad, because they aren't doing stupid faily dance moves together anymore, and Spencer Smith's pornostache was preserved on film to horrify future generations.
Current Music: alphadog
Current Mood: sleepy
07 July 2009 @ 02:03 am
things have changed for me  
Bandom Panic Bandom; a list:
1) I spent a ridiculous amount of time listening to That Green Gentleman on repeat tonight.
2) I've decided that Alex Greenwald is a home wrecker.
3) I... totally of want that fic, though, so it can't be all bad. Jon/Ryan/Alex? Or, or, better Jon/Ryan/Alex/Greta!
4) Everything little thing is gonna be alright.
5) Seriously I'm not sure what makes it better, how amazing Brendon sounds, or how much that's the song he chose to sing, or the way Spencer posted it to twitter, because it was all kind of exactly what I needed.

Not Bandom; a shorter list:
1) I got a 97% on my math test last Wednesday! That means I've actually got an A in that class!
2) I am shocked! Shocked and terrified that I will manage to screw it up!
4) How are you all doing on that, anyway? Waiting 'til the last minute? Down to the wire? Freaked out and no idea where to turn? LAY IT ON ME, I AM HERE TO ASSIST.
Current Mood: weird
Current Music: 3 little birds
06 July 2009 @ 03:40 pm
shut up, I'm totally using my nobody ships panic like panic icon  
OMG, you guys, I'm in tears. It's ridiculous and not stopping.

I'm totally a 12 year old girl. I feel like I just got my heart broken. This is like, as horrible as I felt about Phantom Planet times eleven.

I just... I don't even have the words, oh my god.
Current Music: panic at the motherfucking disco
Current Mood: heartbroken