angelgazing
09 January 2010 @ 08:00 pm
I HAVE LOST MY MIND IN CRAZY, CRAZY WANT  
Last year, I signed up for both [livejournal.com profile] bandombigbang and [livejournal.com profile] spn_j2_bigbang and... failed to actually write stories for either of them. Which, I'll admit, my failure is probably not at all surprising to any of you. I still really, really, really want to sign up for both again anyway, because I'm a freaking lunatic.

So. A poll!

[Poll #1509472]
 
 
Current Music: lady gaga
 
 
angelgazing
12 July 2009 @ 02:19 am
my heart won't stay entirely in this ribcage  
Panic(!) drama and heartbreak lead to me tripping and skinning my knee on a new fandom.

JFC, why did I not listen to you all about Merlin sooner? Like I don't have a well documented weakness for gay wizards or something. So adorable! So OTPable!

The new clip and Brendon Urie's voice continue to leave me with hearts in my eyes though, so I don't think I'll be leaving that behind anytime soon. I can't really express my joy for either of those things outside of flapping hand gestures and itunes play counts.

I haven't had a chance to even glance at my f-list, really, between remix and homework, so I'm sorry if I've missed something important. You should totally tell me what it is though.

But, but, it is July 12th, which means remix is due before 11:59EST tonight. If you aren't going to be able to post your story by then--and as long as it's complete, even if you're waiting on your beta to get back to you, by all means post it now--please, please, for the love of god LET US KNOW. remixredux @ gmail . com The archive is supposed to go live next Sunday (which means you have until then to edit your post, once it's up and approved) but it won't happen until everyone who turned in a story has one of their own.

REMIX! I fear Vic's pokey stick and so should you!
 
 
Current Music: 3 little birds
Current Mood: nervous
 
 
angelgazing
08 July 2009 @ 03:00 am
why is it not July 15th yet, anyway?  
Oh, god, it's 3AM, and I really need to be working on, oh, REMIX (or failing that, math homework. Shut up, my priorities are awesome.) and instead I just found myself here, watching A Very Potter Musical.

JFC I need sleep.

And the new HP movie.

And to get this remix written.

And for someone to do Razia's Shadow with, like, Lego people, and put it up on youtube. Or vampires and werewolves. VAMPIRE AND WEREWOLF LEGO PEOPLE.

And sleep.
 
 
Current Music: nothing, I'm waiting for the video to load, OMG WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME SEND HELP
Current Mood: exhausted
 
 
angelgazing
21 March 2009 @ 10:16 pm
collect gold fillings  
1) Am avoiding AIM because in hopes that will mean I get some writing done.
2) So far that has been less than successful.
3) My brother is apparently staying the night here.
4) He's put so much fucking Icy Hot on that I'm in another room and the smell is still making my head hurt. Ugh. FAIL.
5) It's spring now, so it can stop being cold anytime.
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Current Mood: irritated
Current Music: think I wanna die - someone still loves you boris yeltsin
 
 
angelgazing
18 March 2009 @ 10:53 pm
so get your gun and meet me by the door  
Why won't my big bang write itself? Why is plot so hard? Why is writing so hard?

Didn't I used to be able to do this?


 
 
Current Mood: frustrated
Current Music: itunes on shuffle
 
 
angelgazing
22 February 2009 @ 07:47 pm
on the murder scene  
Someone has the tv turned to Cops.

Why? Just, really, why?

I think I have totally figured out my bandom big bang. I'm kind of stupidly excited about it, now, and not scared yet. Of course, I've written, oh, 500 words, and then realized I have to change it all around, because I am not strong enough to pass up the fake!boyfriends.

I just am not.
 
 
Current Music: cops, apparently.
Current Mood: sore
 
 
angelgazing
18 February 2009 @ 09:16 pm
But I can’t tell if I’ve been breathing or sleeping or screaming or waiting  
I... completely lost the thread of my bandom big bang.

I've got the habit of pissing people off without meaning to.

Sadly, I rarely actually manage it when I do mean to. What's up with that?
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Current Mood: cynical
Current Music: mcr
 
 
angelgazing
17 February 2009 @ 04:32 pm
/o\/o\/o\  
I think I've lost even the pretense of being interesting, at this point.

I retagged half my icons and uploaded a bunch more. Now I have Frank to look at! Wheee


OMG SOMEONE PLEASE MAKE ME WRITE.


A... meme? Whatever, a thing! Give me a prompt for a five things... list, not fic, because those are long.

Please?
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Current Music: the dogs barking
Current Mood: gloomy
 
 
angelgazing
10 February 2009 @ 02:32 pm
I'm like a snickers commercial  
Not going to bed until 2:30 am when you've get to be up at 6? Not the best idea ever.

I have, however, decided to coin a new phrase for one of my very favorite things. Forget the bromance, it's all about the fauxmance, people.

Fake boyfriends ftw!

Also, I totally meant to drabble last night and ended up with 800 words of Alec/Parker and 900 words of Spencer/Brendon, because I am lamelamelame.

Now if I could end up with any words of a Big Bang...
 
 
Current Mood: lazy
Current Music: cobra starship
 
 
angelgazing
04 February 2009 @ 09:37 pm
I also can trip over my own feet quicker and more often than anyone else on earth  
1) Not working involves more paperwork than actually working. This is lame. And also a pain in the ass.

2) I had to get up at 6 this morning! Six! What is the point of not having a job if I still have to wake up early, huh? Huh?

3) My head really hurts. I blame the first two items on this list.

4) Spencer fucking Smith OMG. ::coughs:: (Shh, I'm so glad he grew his beard back I will randomly shout his name in glee. GLEE.)

5) My brain is protesting my crazy. Or, I don't know, trying to make me crazier. I sit down and think, ok, ok BIG BANGS TO WRITE. And my brain says, "hey, you know what would be cool? J2 accidentally married!" and I say, "listen, mofo, that is not one of my big bangs!" and my brain says, "what about fake boyfriend J2? And also where is all the Leverage fic, huh?"

6) Accidentally married and fake boyfriends are totally two separate categories, right? Right?
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Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: coheed & cambria
 
 
angelgazing
17 January 2009 @ 01:16 am
fic: nights spent with you - dr. horrible  
Hi! I didn't die again! I've just spent that long trying to think of a title! Also, um, I maybe signed up for [livejournal.com profile] bandombigbang which should both shock and completely no surprise any of you at all. 20,000 words? Ha. Haha. I couldn't stop myself!

The thing is, is that now there is [livejournal.com profile] spn_j2_bigbang. They are due on the same day. Yeah, you can see where this is going.

So can I, but it's probably not going to stop me from being a crazy person. /o\

Anyway! Dr. Horrible fic!


title: Nights Spent with You
fandom: Dr. Horrible
summary: Here's the story of a boy.
rating: PG?
disclaimer: I don't own anything, at all. I'm just that kid who plays with everyone else's toys while they're not looking, ok? It's not like I try to pretend they're really mine.
notes: Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] luzdeestrellas for doing like, ten million betas on this thing, and spending 30 minutes discussing veriations of one line. My insanity is all your fault, Laura. Also thanks to [livejournal.com profile] sleepismyfriend for listening to me whine about titles for days.

Here's the story of a boy )
 
 
Current Music: the tv in the other room
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Location: bed soft ward awesome bed
 
 
angelgazing
22 April 2008 @ 05:33 pm
always quick to follow...  
Oh, dear internets, why do you mock me, why?

And, you know, Small Fandom Big Bang?

Are you trying to kill me?

I just finished remix!

::wibbles::

I wanna
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Current Music: the boys are too refined - the hush sound
Current Mood: geeky
 
 
angelgazing
13 April 2008 @ 01:00 am
I resist the urge to capslock  
1) Amp is the nectar of the Gods, people. Sweet, sweet nectar.
2) I have slept, roughly, 4 hours in the last two days.
3) And Cool Lime Dentyne Ice! It is chock full o' win.

Sleep is for the weak! Do it when you're dead!

Caffiene is my crack!
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Current Mood: awake
Current Music: stars - the weepies
 
 
angelgazing
05 April 2008 @ 04:43 am
4 srsly  
Someone, and, you know, being awesome like I am, I won't name names, or point fingers or anything, (cough[livejournal.com profile] miss_charmedcough) (and wow, I bet not even [livejournal.com profile] luzdeestrellas could add a comma to that sentence) has sort of, kind of, a little bit, maybe, gotten me to read bandom.

Bandom. I hang my head. I have no will power. PatD only kthx.

Is there like, a limit to how many OTPs one girl can have? I mean really?

Now, tomorrow, (today) when I wake up, there will be remixing.

Shut up, remixing. No more RPS!

At least, not until after I get that story done.

I lose at will power!
 
 
Current Music: the piano knows something I don't know
Current Mood: enthralled
 
 
angelgazing
02 April 2008 @ 07:28 pm
pop quiz  
so, um, yeah.


My writing is like:

a) the way I eat a sandwich - unconventional, not like most people, incorrect. Going around and around and getting the crust out of the way first, saving the insides, the best, for last.

b) a sigh - a deep breath in, 'til your lungs fill up, inch by inch, and a pause; a second of not breathing, and then letting it all out in a whoosh.

c) a picture - enough to remind you of a feeling, a thought, a memory, a person. It's flat, and out of focus, and there's a finger in the corner. But it's that feeling of then, really, that matters.

d) none of the above.




Hmmm I think I pick D, when I'm being honest. Wish I could really pick any of the others.

Maybe now I can stop thinking about writing and actually do it. ::crosses fingers::
 
 
Current Music: the Colbert Report
Current Mood: contemplative
 
 
angelgazing
21 March 2008 @ 05:43 pm
i hate my brain  
Help!

Am filled with the urge to write Sam/Dean like I used to write Sirius/Remus.

This cannot not turn out well.

Please, please make it stop!
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Current Location: hell, kthx
Current Music: sexy, can I. [stfu]
Current Mood: contemplative
 
 
angelgazing
03 March 2008 @ 09:10 pm
the story of my life...  
1) My to-do list just keeps growing.
2) I think [livejournal.com profile] luzdeestrellas needs to be writing Jenson/Jared = Dan/Casey. And I don't do rpf, man.
3) Mmm pineapple smoothies and vodka...
4) It Isn't Love that Keeps Us Breathing - spn - drabble-icious )
 
 
Current Music: happiness - grant lee buffalo
Current Mood: content
Current Location: bed
 
 
angelgazing
28 February 2008 @ 09:44 pm
you turned the tables on me didn't you?  
My Fic-To-Do List of D00m, In No Obvious Order

You are to blame for this. yes, you are. Don't try to look innocent now )


Also and in other news! I would very much like it if you would all do my bidding and watch Psych. And then write me fic. Yes.
 
 
Current Mood: rejected
Current Music: kate voegele
Current Location: the couch