09 January 2010 @ 08:00 pm
Last year, I signed up for both [ profile] bandombigbang and [ profile] spn_j2_bigbang and... failed to actually write stories for either of them. Which, I'll admit, my failure is probably not at all surprising to any of you. I still really, really, really want to sign up for both again anyway, because I'm a freaking lunatic.

So. A poll!

[Poll #1509472]
Current Music: lady gaga
28 April 2009 @ 12:47 am
cause I believe that there's a way  
I completely failed at this big bang thing, because I'm in this stage where anything I write I hate. Which, alright, is kind of the stage I've been in since just about forever, but, you know. I think I'm going to have to take it completely apart before I'm anywhere near happy with it.

Which... doesn't really make me happy, but there's not a lot to be done about it, really.

I took this while driving in the rain today. Oops. )

I may complain about it a lot, but I kind of love Oklahoma in the spring. Today was one of those sleepy lazy days, where it's 70 degrees and sprinkling outside. The sun never really came out, but it was still warm. These are the days I like to open my window, crawl under the covers and do absolutely nothing. The air smells fantastic when it's like this.

I think there's a pretty good chance that I'm a sap for all the wrong things.
Current Music: save your breath - hit the lights
Current Mood: calm
18 March 2009 @ 10:53 pm
so get your gun and meet me by the door  
Why won't my big bang write itself? Why is plot so hard? Why is writing so hard?

Didn't I used to be able to do this?

Current Music: itunes on shuffle
Current Mood: frustrated
22 February 2009 @ 07:47 pm
on the murder scene  
Someone has the tv turned to Cops.

Why? Just, really, why?

I think I have totally figured out my bandom big bang. I'm kind of stupidly excited about it, now, and not scared yet. Of course, I've written, oh, 500 words, and then realized I have to change it all around, because I am not strong enough to pass up the fake!boyfriends.

I just am not.
Current Mood: sore
Current Music: cops, apparently.
06 February 2009 @ 10:46 pm
I'm multitasking, bitch  
This is my fence sitting icon! Because I am still fence sitting on 360 vs. Wii. THE INTERNET IS NOT HELPING ME. What's up with that?

Also, I suspect that my big bang will be Frank/Gerard. Which is weird, ok, because out of all of bandom, MCR is the one I read the very least. And usually, even then, there is Panic involved.

Maybe I can bring Pete and Bden in with Frank. It can be a like a secret club you can't be a member of if you are over four feet tall, or named Patrick, because I suspect the club is mostly them sitting around mooning and being laughed at by Bob Bryar.

He's a fucking rock star, man, he can get away with that shit.

I have no idea what I am doing anymore. lol At least it amuses me?
Current Music: house and fob, cause I'm a fucking rock star
Current Mood: blah